so much time has passed!

im a bad blogger but i have had so much going on since the last time i blogged, i just dont even have the time to sit down and blog anymore, because i would much rather relax in a bubble bath and sleep.lol. welp i really dont know where to start but im sure my fingers will lead the way!


so i will be 32 wks prego tomorrow. I saw the specialist awhile back and they didnt see anything wrong with my lil princess, so i have another appt. sept. 1st to make sure she is growing properly and on time because i have only gained 3 lbs. i seriously eat all the time but cant seem to get fattier.lol. Well my lil princess still is "no name montano".lol not sure what we will settle with, but im sure we will figure it out when we look in her eyes the first time.


My lil man turned 4 yrs old 5 days ago, and we celebrated by going to a botanical garden, grandma came in town with uncle curtiss, and we all went to chuck-e-cheeses. Xavier had a blast, and lily loved running around collecting tickets for bubba.


Lily is FINALLY getting hair, she has white fuzz all over her head and patches of black hair. i call her peaches.lol. She has claimed everything in my house that is pink or purple. She tries to get in the babies swing and carseat all the time, sad but she actually can fit.lol.


Jesus's grandpa died in july and we took 2 weeks leave to stay with his grandma. It was my first military funeral and i bawled my eyes out. Grandma is really thankful for me and jesus, we managed to help her out alot and keep her company. It amazes me how close i am to her, she loves me more than she loves her own grandsons.lol.


welp pregnancy brains are kicking in, i swear i get stupider and stupider every day. so the other day my "SMART" phone showed me it really wasnt smart when it let me put it in the bathtub with me.lol. I have never ruined a phone from doing something stupid like that but when i went to go sit down i knew i had my phone in my hand and without even thinking my hand goes right in the water. Hubby told me no more drowing my phones.haha. so he order me a new phone yesterday for my birthday present. i believe he got me a cherry red, My touch. not sure though. oh and today i was heating up some sausage for sausage sandwiches, and my dumb butt put the fork on my plate and microwaved it, THANK GOD it didnt blow, it was only 20 seconds, but i felt like and idiot afterwards.lol


Today is suppose to be our moving day into a 4 bedroom house, we were all excited and then got told last week that the people that were suppose to move out cant because they got orders to move over seas and the wife and kids didnt get all their shots and medical records to go, so the air force extended them till october, so guess what? I will be moving around my due date. thats really gonna suck but we will manage, we always find a way. oh and the house is awesome. its not connected to anyone else, my own big back yard, park out back, and a basement that is gonna be a "MANS CAVE."lol hubby desearves it with how much he does for me.


jesus's job is going REALLY well. He is a great recruiter, and if he keeps throwing 3-4 people in a month he will make 1st class within the next 2 years without even trying. He is the number 1 recruiter in his district as of right now. im so proud of him.


OH and my damn dog is prego again, she is due sept 24th. Thank god they are pure breed.



well thats all i can really think about.

OMG... where have i been?lol

Holy ba-jesus, i havent been on here in forever. Hmmmm... where do i start?


okay so i went to the doctor about 4 weeks ago, and they called on may 17th and told me that the test for the baby having a neural tube defect came back postive and they wanted me to go in and take another test, so i did that day. i didnt hear from them so on may 24th my husband called and asked for the results and they came back positive again, and said i was high risk, and needed to see a specialist. well they got me and appointment but it isnt till june 30th. so hubby was mad and called tricare and got me a new OB, that i get to see on june 17th.
okay at first when i heard about the results i was going CRAZY insane, always worrying. But after time, the talks with friends and family, i have came to be okay with not knowing till i see the specialist, then they will tell me what type of neural tube defect the baby has or how severe it is. God has a plan and i may not know what it is but it has a purpose. But for right now im calm, enjoying FINALLY feeling baby move around, which started last week, and i am 21 wks now. Still dont know if its a boy or girl, but i cant wait to find out.




I have started to learn how important having friends and people to talk to is when you are a military wife. I honestly cant say i have "friends" here in kansas because i dont. I know a few ladies, and talk to them every now and then. I thought a girl was my friend here, but started seeing shady things she was doing that i was as a bad friend use to do, so i with drew myself from the situation. It sucks being in a place where u havent lived for to long. I am starting to remember how hard it is to make friends in a new place, like it was did when i moved to florida in 2005.lol. My internet friends are what keeps me going though, even though they may be miles, states, or countries away, i always have someone to chat to online.




I have also resently started talking to someone i was once close to. Its amazing how just someone asking how you are can brighten up your day, and make you realize how much you care about that person. Everyone hits a hard spot in the road, and we learn from them, and we become better people (if we want to). Life is an amazing journey, noone said it would be easy but there are some great memories, some sad memories, and more to be made.



well i guess im gonna wrap this up since im sitting in bed, while my hubby is snoring next to me, and the baby has finally stopped moving and fell asleep that i can get comfortable and snooze away.lol :)

long time no see.lol

WELLLLLLLL its been 15 days since my last post, sorry. just havent felt like blogging. The last 15 days have flow by pretty quick though. well i have had morning sickness a total of 4 days the past 15.lol. Some days i dont even think im prego because i dont feel prego, i would say this is by far my easiest pregnancy. i havent had a chance to get a doctors appointment yet because i am suppose to go to a civil doctor here in kansas and havent got permission from tricare yet, soon though, hopefully they will call me to set it all up tomorrow. YR.lol. i will be 8 weeks this saturday and i am super excited. Hubby and i already have down a budgeting plan so i can put away $100-$200 away each pay day so when we find out what we are having we can just go out and buy all the new stuff and not have to worry about it. And i can have exactly what i want. :).

On Sunday the hubby took me and the kids to the zoo, we spent 6 hours there. We had so much fun. They even have a playground where the kids could play and the parents just sat around and relaxed. Lilyane and Xavier got to feed the goats. They loved that. Lily also liked chasing the ducks.lol. When we were leaving the zoo we went into their gift shop and xavier got a build a bear elephant. He carries it everywhere now.lol.

Now we are back to the week days and hubby is always working. Getting home around about 9 pm. But its good because he devotes his weekends to us.lol. welp thats all i have to really talk about. so i will blog soon, and hopefully have something interesting to talk about.lol

lots of ups and downs!

Well i havent blogged in a good bit so i am going to catch up on my last couple of weeks.

DOWNS:

-So on Feb. 10th my hubby got a call saying his grandpa was in the hospital and didnt have much longer to live. So on feb.11th we packed up the car and drove to texas. I dropped my hubby off at his parents, and the drove to Cali to say good bye to his grandpa, but sadly they didnt get there in time.

-I didnt get to go with hubby because it is a 19 hr drive and would have been hard with the kids. :(


UPS:


-Feb.11th was my moms birthday, so hubby and i got her a blackberry on our plan for her b-day. and i arrived at my moms that day.


-Feb.13th we celebrated Lilys 1st birthday and my nephews 3rd birthday at the Plex. We had lots of fun, there was pizza, lots of games, a play place for the kids, go karts, puttputt, and lots of family, which was the best part.



Then later on that night i went out with my best friend of 8 years to celebrate her 22nd birthday. We went to Texas Nite Life, a country bar/club. I bought her roses and we had a goodnight.





-Feb.14th was Valentines Day. My mommy surprised me and the kids with chocolate and cards.

-Feb.15th i got up went to the store bought the valentines stuff they had on sale. And for some reason i was craving a burger king whopper, and i HATE charboiled burger. so out of curiosity I bought a pregnancy Test and it was positive. I called Hubby and told him, he said it was the greatest Valentines he has ever received! :) We werent trying to get prego, we were using protection and that was the last thing i expected but we are super excited that God has blessed us with another child. Oh and a FYI i did not drink when i went out for my besties birthday, for some reason i just didnt want too, and i havent really drank since October!

-Feb. 16th My brother in-laws wife went into labor and had her beautiful lil girl. Gabriella Christine Montano, 7lbs. 9 oz. 20 1/4 inch long. perfect in every way.



-Feb.17th hubby got back in texas. We were so happy to see him.

-Feb.20th hubby got a suite at the hotel and we had a romantic night away from the world.

-Feb.21st Hubby loaded up the car and we headed back to kansas. Its so nice to be able to sleep in my own bed. My son had us laughing almost the whole ride home, he has such a personality, and it is amazing to know that i created something so amazing!

-Feb.22nd We had to take lily to the dermatologist, and they want blood work to conform what is wrong with my lily.

So that was my crazy adventure.

weekend & people can change!

So i havent posted over the weekend but i have been hello busy. So friday night my friend connie watched the kids for me so the hubby and i could go out to eat. We went to CarlosOKellys, they have amazing mexican food. When we were done we went and grabbed some blue ray movies and headed over to connies for movie night. We watched GI JOE, and then we ended up leaving her house at 1:15 am, thank god she lives right down the street!lol

Then on saturday me and the hubby went shopping and got a surround sound receiver. We were out walking around almost all day going to indoor play grounds and walking the malls, just something to do. We started heading home about 5 then hooked up all our things to the surround sound. Then i got dressed and went shopping with connie. Then we heading to a country club. The country club had a big dance floor, and live bullriding. It was pretty cool but to crowded so me and connie left and went to a irish pub.

Sunday as we all know was super bowl. wooot wooot! I threw a super bowl party at connies house. I made fried chicken, mild and spicey. We had chips and dip, a meat and cheese tray, and lots of fun! I was so excited when the saints beat the colts, only because im a southern kind of girl.lol. I just find it funny that the cowboys beat the superbowl winners acouple weeks ago.lol.

And as for today hubby is on his way to kansas city in the snow and ice. I am watching TV, and on my comp..

So for my inspirational speech today- There will always be evil around every corner, waiting for you to join, act upon, or fight back. The best thing you can do is keep walking, ignore it and move on! God does not control what we do, he made us all have free will. we make our own decisions and our own path, but he will be watching and hope you follow the right path. We all make mistakes but if we dont learn from them then what is the point of free will? Some people dont believe that someone can change so much from being such a horrible person, but i believe otherwise. I believe that if you want to change and you want to be a better person then there is steps you have to take. You cant just be a different person when you wake up but with little steps and correcting yourself you can be a different person but it will take time! There is always room for change, and always room for god.

The Almighty will deliver you from evil. - Job 5:17-19

If evil be said of thee, and if it be true, correct thyself; if it be a lie, laugh at it.
-Epictetus


It requires less character to discover the faults of others than is does to tolerate them.
-J. Petit Senn


If we do not plant knowledge when young, it will give us no shade when we are old.
-Lord Chesterfield


Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom.
-Aristotle


What progress, you ask, have I made? I have begun to be a friend to myself.
-Hecato, Greek philosopher


Change and growth take place when a person has risked himself and dares to become involved with experimenting with his own life.
-Herbert Otto


When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.
-Helen Keller


The more a man knows, the more he forgives.
-Catherine the Great


Reputation is what men and women think of us; character is what God and angels know of us.
-Thomas Paine


He knows the water best who has waded through it.
-Danish Proverb


Let us strive to improve ourselves, for we cannot remain stationary; one either progresses or retrogrades.
-Mme. Du Deffand


What you dislike in another take care to correct in yourself.
-Thomas Sprat


Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
- Matthew 7:7-8 (see also verses 9 -12)

"Have faith in God," Jesus answered. "I tell you the truth, if anyone says to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and does not doubt in his heart but believes that what he says will happen, it will be done for him. Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours."
- Mark 11:22-24

[God says], do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
- Isaiah 41:10 (New International Version)


Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: Love your neighbor as yourself.
- Matthew 22:34-40

[God says,] "This rather is the practice that I wish:
releasing those bound unjustly,
untying the thongs of the yoke,
setting free the oppressed, breaking every yoke,
sharing your bread with the hungry,
sheltering the oppressed and the homeless,
clothing the naked when you see them
and not turning your back on your own flesh.
Then your light shall break forth like the dawn;
your wound shall quickly be healed;
your vindication shall go before you,
and the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard.
Then you shall call and the Lord will answer."
- Isaiah 58:6-9


The less you open your heart to others the more your heart suffers.
- Deepak Chopra

Blogging!

Blogging is a thing i have been using for self expression. It has helped me to get out how happy, sad, frustrated and mad i can get, but for some reason i always have something happen that really hurts me and i feel like i cant talk about it because i dont want anything else said about me or towards me in a negative way. I am so sick, tired, and hurt from being judged from the mistakes i made in the past. I KNOW I WAS A HORRIBLE person and i know i messed up. I am changing just about everything about me and i cant let your negativity bring me down. I have found my way through gods eyes and he is the only persons oppinion i need. I use to be best friends with the devil and all he did was hurt me in the end, i listened to the things he told me and after i finally got knocked down he stood over me laughing because he managed to ruin the great things i had going on in my life. So finally i got the courage to repent to god, and as he reached out his hand to grab mine i felt the room spin, tears running down my face, and my heart skip a beat. i finally found were i belong and i wont lose that to satan again. You may be reading this thinking i am crazy but im not, just because i am following god doesnt make me crazy. I am not a stalker, i have been trying to get the courage to ask you for your forgivness and to try to start this again but i just realized that wont happen because the devil is standing in between us and pushing you away. People have so much hate in them and still say that they dont care, but in all reality they do care. Maybe one day some other people will find enough time and room for god, and learn that everyone makes mistakes and everyone can change, hopefully by that time it wont be to late.

Frustrated!! uggghhhhhhh!!!!

Okay so i decide i was going to come up with a hobby that i could have fun with and be proud of myself for. so i was watching tv about 3 months ago and thought about making fondant cakes. So about a week ago my hubby went the store and bought everything he thought i need to make a cake. well he forgot some things and i didnt know until i started on the cake, so i made do with what i had. Lets just say that if i knew what i do now my cake wouldnt look like crap. I made lots of mistakes but i guess that is how you learn and improve what you are doing. So i spent 4 hours on a cake that i dont like.lol. So for future lessons i am going to post pictures of my future cakes on here so i can remember what i did wrong and what i need to improve.

Does the Bible instruct us to forgive and to forget?

Answer: The phrase "forgive and forget" is not found in the Bible. However, there are numerous scriptures commanding us to “forgive one another” (Matthew 6:14; Ephesians 4:32). A Christian who does not forgive can reap bitterness and the loss of eternal rewards (Hebrews 12:14-15; 2 John 1:8). Forgiveness is a decision of the will. Since God commands us to forgive, we must make a conscious choice to forgive. This frees the forgiving one from the past. The offender may not desire forgiveness and may not change (Matthew 5:44). Ideally, the offender will seek reconciliation, but if not, the one wronged should still make known his decision to forgive.

In one sense, it is impossible to truly forget sins that have been committed against us. We cannot selectively "delete" events from our memory. The Bible states that God does not "remember" our wickedness (Hebrews 8:12). God is all-knowing. God knows that we have “sinned and fall short of the glory of God” (Romans 3:23). However, having forgiven us, He treats us as if the sin had not occurred. If we belong to Him through faith in Christ, God does not hold our sins against us. In that sense we must "forgive and forget." If we forgive someone, we must act as if that sin had never occurred. We remember the sin, but we live as if we did not remember it. Ephesians 4:32 tells us, "Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you."

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The Gift of Forgiveness by. Charles Stanley. GREAT Healing Book!

WOWZERS

well i havent blogged in a couple of days, i have been very busy! Well on Friday i got my income tax, and ended up going to a Pamper chef party on base with a couple of air force wives. It was alot of fun. The pamper lady made us a chocolate molted lava cake in the microwave. i wasnt impressed, it tastes better out of the oven. Then after the party we all sat around playing apples to apples, i really got to know acouple of the ladies and the funny thing is that one is my neighbor connected to me and 4 other girls live on my street.lol.

Then Saturday me and hubby were out alllllll day shopping and paying bills. I bought my hubby a new wedding band since his was plain, he got me a new baby blue dell laptop, and we picked out a entertainment center, and a wii together. Didnt get home till 11:00 at night and then kids slept all night and didnt make a sound.


Then Sunday, me and my friend Connie went to the mall, we came to realize we shouldnt go to aeropostale together.lol. we spend to much money. Then we headed over to target and grabbed both of us blue-ray dvd players, and i grabbed a new camera. I have the worst luck with cameras, i always lose them or break them. This one wont last to long, its touch screen, so i got a protection plan.lol


Today has been an okay day. Hubby went to work and while he was at work i put together the entertainment center and put everything on it. He had to be home at 3:00 because Lilyane had a doctors appointment. For the last couple of months lily has been losing her hair alil at a time but it seems like a lot to me. So the doctor looked at her and said she has Alopecia, and if i want test to be ran to be 100% sure he would send us to a Dermatologist. So we went ahead and got an appointment set up. So we have been pretty down about that but i know she will be okay because for the past couple of weeks me an the hubby have been talking about maybe having another kids before we go off and make some changes where we cant. So maybe alil later down the road we will have another kid and keep its cord blood to reverse the disease.


So anyways while i was sitting here watching tv i got to thinking. You think that you know someone but all in truth you never know someone a hundred percent. People change everyday, from either a bad event, happy event, or sad event. I have a problem with not being able to stay mad at people because people change. I look back at my life 3 months ago and it is so different now. I have learned that when you invite god into your life you are more proud and happy, spiritually, and mentally. I know i have done wrong in the past, and i am determined to prove to everyone that I of all people have changed and in a better place. I dont fake like my life is amazing, it really is. And i can only thank one thing. GOD! I have found my way through God. I will never let my life slip again. I see everything in a different light. My new inspirational song is "give me your eyes." by Brandon Heath. Look it up. :)

A Amazing day!

So today I talked on the phone for 2 hours with an old friend that I haven't talk to in awhile. We talked about where we are in life, how we miss each other, and what we are going to do to make our friendship last forever.

She is a truly amazing person. I am glad that we got in contact with each other. Its amazing that no matter what we have gone through and have heard about each other and have said about each other that we can drop all that, move on from that and talk to each other like we have been great friends the whole time. I feel as if I have truly completed a stage in the changing of myself. I never knew how wonderful and healing it would be to truly forgive someone, hear each other apologize and then become friends once again.

Even though she live states away I know for a fact that we have both grown as people and we will have an amazing, long lasting friendship.

a little piece of my heart!

So I was reading something earlier in my books that I got to study for psychology! Even though I haven't started school yet it sure is nice to learn more before I start.lol anyways... I was reading and it had a quote, "live for today. Yesterday is already gone, and tomorrow may never come!" It triggered the cry button in me, and trust me, I hate crying and hate people knowing that I cried, but for some reason the past couple of months it doesn't take much to make me cry! I was crying because what if I died tomorrow? There are so many things that I have wanted to get out but never did because I am so stubborn and afraid noone will listen! So in order for me to start living for my "todays" I have to let go of my "yesterdays"!

This is what I need to say.
To my husband:" I'm so sorry for the being the heartless bitch I was when we moved to kansas! Sorry I don't give u as much attention as u try to give me, and I'm sorry for trying to push u away!" I use to hurt people because I thought they would hurt me first so I wanted to beat them to the punch line. I was the demon killer you see in movies that sucks the life and happiness out of everyone around me because I was lifeless, and unhappy, I'm glad that I finally found the light at the end of my candle because the dark was sucking me in like a blackhole that u can't get out of.

I want to say sorry to the people I have hurt and talked about. Everyone has their different way of living, and I shouldn't have judged. I look back and I say to myself, "why was I that person?, why did I say those horrible things?, why did I hurt the people who I cared about the most?" I finally know the answer. I wasn't happy, so pointing out everyone elses problems made mine look so much smaller, and that was very wrong of me.

I have 1 amazing friend (Kristen) that has been there through thick and thin for the past 8 yrs. We have hurt each other and talked about each other, and we have grown up together! I thank god everyday for her and my family because if it wasnt for their positive views on my life I wouldn't be laying here today. She is an amazing person because she has forgiven me and I the same for her and we have made our friendship grow into something so amazing that noone can break it down!

I have 1 friend here in Kansas. She doesn't know the old me, but I have told her the things I have done and told her how I screwed up some great friendships because of my unhappiness. Granted I didn't get into detail about how my marriage was because that is the past and I don't want her to judge my husband by the person he use to be.


There will always be "the girl that ran away" from me. I will miss her but I will not blame her for the decision she made! I hurt her, when I should have been there lifting her up! But I know that in my heart I will always be able to say, she was good friend to me, even with all the things I said to her.

Then there are alllll the other women I have hurt one way or another. "You were good friends." Some of us were in negative places together and would hurt each other. But I will never hate them. People change, people make mistakes. If I once said u were one of my girls, then u will always have a place in my heart. I love each and everyone of them and always will.

I have always told myself "Love doesn't consist of being perfect, we all make mistakes, but love does consist of forgiving each other for the mistakes that have been made." I love you so I forgive you! Do u forgive me?

I will live for today! I will cherish today, and I will let everyday mold me as a better, more caring, and loving, Mother, wife, friend, daughter, and neighbor!

Wow. Writing that took a lot off my chest!

pee pee in the potty!

My 3 year old is very bad about not wanting to go to bed lately. I use to put a gate at his door so he would go to sleep. I refuse to shut his door because I'm scared something might happen to him and I won't know. I then decided to throw the gates away in september because I got tired of dealing with them. Ever since I got him potty trained in october he always tells me he has to go "pee pee in the potty" when I am trying to get him to take a nap, or go to bed. Well atleast I have him potty trained though, right?


So it seems like no matter what we do as parents, our children will always find a way to postpone what they are suppose to be doing.

So Thankful!!!

Okay so I am suppose to be in the process of packing.lol So my mom called me and asked me how we were going to move our stuff tomorrow to our new house. I told her me and the hubby are going to put everything in a truck and move it.lol She then asked if we are going to have any help from any friends, and I had to explain to her that I haven't really made any friends except one, and her hubby is deployed. I just don't want the hassle of having friends right now. I'm not going to look for friends, they will come around when the time is right.

Wellmy surprised me and said that they are leaving texas right now to come help me in kansas. .My mom, Brother, sister, brother in-law and the kiddos. I am so lucky to have such a awesome family that will jump and come help me when I need it. I would do the same for them and for my friends in texas.

Bibble Babble!!

So I woke up not to long ago to my 3 year old saying, "Mommy, poptart." Lol Every morning he comes in my room and wakes me and his sister up.


Well today is my last day to do the packing before I move on base. I haven't even started.lol I work better under pressure. I know that I will have it all done by tonight, so in the morning I can just get the truck and throw everything in it.


I'm excited to be moving again, I will be closer to friends and I feel safe in base housing. Besides a good friend of mine will live down the street from me, and her hubby come home from deployment soon, so we are throwing him a party!


Well I better go get to packing, before the hubby comes home and sees I have done nothing today, YET!lol I will most likely be back when I find something that 1. Pisses me of, 2. Makes me laugh. Goodbye for now!

Moving on!

Okay so my husband is in the US Navy. We lived in florida for 4yrs. And then got relocated to wichita, kansas in august! Well after all the drama of living on base in florida we decided we didn't want to live on base again for awhile! So we started renting a really nice house, with a basement that has a bedroom and a full bathroom.

Well we have had our share of marriage problems, but this time is got worse. We didn't understand each other, and it was like we were just room mates, which was very hard. I then decided to move to texas with our Two children and live with my sister. I got a job and everything.

On the 4th week that I was in Tx. My husband called and told me he really wanted to work this out and us be together, but I was tired of trying, and I heard that line before.

On the 6th week of living there My husband called and begging me to come home but I didn't want to go. Then he asked me to do one last thing for him. And that was to watch the movie 'Fireproof'. Now if u are having marriage problems it is the perfect movie to watch. I cried like a baby when I watched it and it made me want to work everything out but I still wasn't sure.

On the 7th week my husband was sending me presents, surprise visits, asking me out toi dinner, and was being amazing. It felt really weird because that's not how he is! I asked him what was up and he finally told me he was reading a book called 'The Love Dare'. In the movie 'Fire Proof' they had that book. I really didn't thing it was a real book, so I looked it up at the book store. I was very surprised to know he was reading it.

On the 8th week I told my husband I wanted to go home and work out everything. And in a surprise 5 hrs later her was knocking on my sisters door. He drove from kansas to texas just to come get me! :)

So it has been 6 weeks since I have left Texas, and my husband is still following the love dare!

Since I have been back we have decide to move on base here so we won't have to worry about bills, and we could have a new start at a new marriage. So on saturday we move into our new place. I keep getting asked what if there is drama and I know there won't be because I am careful of who I chose for friends now. And I'm happy with my 1 friend on base. So I'm super excited about the move, the new changes in our marriage, and the upcoming events.

If you are having marriage problems, watch 'fireproof' and decide if you want to read the book or give the movie to someone you know with marriage problems.

Please make the world stop spinning.lol

So I haven't wrote a blog on here in along time! I deleted my profile about 9 months ago and created this one in november, but I really haven't had any thing I wanted to share until now!

So today my lil girl turned 1 year old. It feels like yesterday she was born. She seems so small and such a baby to be 1. Oh and to add to it she started walking a week ago! So where has the time gone? I just want to stop the clock and hold her because I know that it will be at a blink of an eye she won't let me hold her, and she will be telling me has a boyfriend, that will be fun! NOT.lol well just wanted to share!