so much time has passed!

im a bad blogger but i have had so much going on since the last time i blogged, i just dont even have the time to sit down and blog anymore, because i would much rather relax in a bubble bath and sleep.lol. welp i really dont know where to start but im sure my fingers will lead the way!


so i will be 32 wks prego tomorrow. I saw the specialist awhile back and they didnt see anything wrong with my lil princess, so i have another appt. sept. 1st to make sure she is growing properly and on time because i have only gained 3 lbs. i seriously eat all the time but cant seem to get fattier.lol. Well my lil princess still is "no name montano".lol not sure what we will settle with, but im sure we will figure it out when we look in her eyes the first time.


My lil man turned 4 yrs old 5 days ago, and we celebrated by going to a botanical garden, grandma came in town with uncle curtiss, and we all went to chuck-e-cheeses. Xavier had a blast, and lily loved running around collecting tickets for bubba.


Lily is FINALLY getting hair, she has white fuzz all over her head and patches of black hair. i call her peaches.lol. She has claimed everything in my house that is pink or purple. She tries to get in the babies swing and carseat all the time, sad but she actually can fit.lol.


Jesus's grandpa died in july and we took 2 weeks leave to stay with his grandma. It was my first military funeral and i bawled my eyes out. Grandma is really thankful for me and jesus, we managed to help her out alot and keep her company. It amazes me how close i am to her, she loves me more than she loves her own grandsons.lol.


welp pregnancy brains are kicking in, i swear i get stupider and stupider every day. so the other day my "SMART" phone showed me it really wasnt smart when it let me put it in the bathtub with me.lol. I have never ruined a phone from doing something stupid like that but when i went to go sit down i knew i had my phone in my hand and without even thinking my hand goes right in the water. Hubby told me no more drowing my phones.haha. so he order me a new phone yesterday for my birthday present. i believe he got me a cherry red, My touch. not sure though. oh and today i was heating up some sausage for sausage sandwiches, and my dumb butt put the fork on my plate and microwaved it, THANK GOD it didnt blow, it was only 20 seconds, but i felt like and idiot afterwards.lol


Today is suppose to be our moving day into a 4 bedroom house, we were all excited and then got told last week that the people that were suppose to move out cant because they got orders to move over seas and the wife and kids didnt get all their shots and medical records to go, so the air force extended them till october, so guess what? I will be moving around my due date. thats really gonna suck but we will manage, we always find a way. oh and the house is awesome. its not connected to anyone else, my own big back yard, park out back, and a basement that is gonna be a "MANS CAVE."lol hubby desearves it with how much he does for me.


jesus's job is going REALLY well. He is a great recruiter, and if he keeps throwing 3-4 people in a month he will make 1st class within the next 2 years without even trying. He is the number 1 recruiter in his district as of right now. im so proud of him.


OH and my damn dog is prego again, she is due sept 24th. Thank god they are pure breed.



well thats all i can really think about.

OMG... where have i been?lol

Holy ba-jesus, i havent been on here in forever. Hmmmm... where do i start?


okay so i went to the doctor about 4 weeks ago, and they called on may 17th and told me that the test for the baby having a neural tube defect came back postive and they wanted me to go in and take another test, so i did that day. i didnt hear from them so on may 24th my husband called and asked for the results and they came back positive again, and said i was high risk, and needed to see a specialist. well they got me and appointment but it isnt till june 30th. so hubby was mad and called tricare and got me a new OB, that i get to see on june 17th.
okay at first when i heard about the results i was going CRAZY insane, always worrying. But after time, the talks with friends and family, i have came to be okay with not knowing till i see the specialist, then they will tell me what type of neural tube defect the baby has or how severe it is. God has a plan and i may not know what it is but it has a purpose. But for right now im calm, enjoying FINALLY feeling baby move around, which started last week, and i am 21 wks now. Still dont know if its a boy or girl, but i cant wait to find out.




I have started to learn how important having friends and people to talk to is when you are a military wife. I honestly cant say i have "friends" here in kansas because i dont. I know a few ladies, and talk to them every now and then. I thought a girl was my friend here, but started seeing shady things she was doing that i was as a bad friend use to do, so i with drew myself from the situation. It sucks being in a place where u havent lived for to long. I am starting to remember how hard it is to make friends in a new place, like it was did when i moved to florida in 2005.lol. My internet friends are what keeps me going though, even though they may be miles, states, or countries away, i always have someone to chat to online.




I have also resently started talking to someone i was once close to. Its amazing how just someone asking how you are can brighten up your day, and make you realize how much you care about that person. Everyone hits a hard spot in the road, and we learn from them, and we become better people (if we want to). Life is an amazing journey, noone said it would be easy but there are some great memories, some sad memories, and more to be made.



well i guess im gonna wrap this up since im sitting in bed, while my hubby is snoring next to me, and the baby has finally stopped moving and fell asleep that i can get comfortable and snooze away.lol :)

long time no see.lol

WELLLLLLLL its been 15 days since my last post, sorry. just havent felt like blogging. The last 15 days have flow by pretty quick though. well i have had morning sickness a total of 4 days the past 15.lol. Some days i dont even think im prego because i dont feel prego, i would say this is by far my easiest pregnancy. i havent had a chance to get a doctors appointment yet because i am suppose to go to a civil doctor here in kansas and havent got permission from tricare yet, soon though, hopefully they will call me to set it all up tomorrow. YR.lol. i will be 8 weeks this saturday and i am super excited. Hubby and i already have down a budgeting plan so i can put away $100-$200 away each pay day so when we find out what we are having we can just go out and buy all the new stuff and not have to worry about it. And i can have exactly what i want. :).

On Sunday the hubby took me and the kids to the zoo, we spent 6 hours there. We had so much fun. They even have a playground where the kids could play and the parents just sat around and relaxed. Lilyane and Xavier got to feed the goats. They loved that. Lily also liked chasing the ducks.lol. When we were leaving the zoo we went into their gift shop and xavier got a build a bear elephant. He carries it everywhere now.lol.

Now we are back to the week days and hubby is always working. Getting home around about 9 pm. But its good because he devotes his weekends to us.lol. welp thats all i have to really talk about. so i will blog soon, and hopefully have something interesting to talk about.lol

lots of ups and downs!

Well i havent blogged in a good bit so i am going to catch up on my last couple of weeks.

DOWNS:

-So on Feb. 10th my hubby got a call saying his grandpa was in the hospital and didnt have much longer to live. So on feb.11th we packed up the car and drove to texas. I dropped my hubby off at his parents, and the drove to Cali to say good bye to his grandpa, but sadly they didnt get there in time.

-I didnt get to go with hubby because it is a 19 hr drive and would have been hard with the kids. :(


UPS:


-Feb.11th was my moms birthday, so hubby and i got her a blackberry on our plan for her b-day. and i arrived at my moms that day.


-Feb.13th we celebrated Lilys 1st birthday and my nephews 3rd birthday at the Plex. We had lots of fun, there was pizza, lots of games, a play place for the kids, go karts, puttputt, and lots of family, which was the best part.



Then later on that night i went out with my best friend of 8 years to celebrate her 22nd birthday. We went to Texas Nite Life, a country bar/club. I bought her roses and we had a goodnight.





-Feb.14th was Valentines Day. My mommy surprised me and the kids with chocolate and cards.

-Feb.15th i got up went to the store bought the valentines stuff they had on sale. And for some reason i was craving a burger king whopper, and i HATE charboiled burger. so out of curiosity I bought a pregnancy Test and it was positive. I called Hubby and told him, he said it was the greatest Valentines he has ever received! :) We werent trying to get prego, we were using protection and that was the last thing i expected but we are super excited that God has blessed us with another child. Oh and a FYI i did not drink when i went out for my besties birthday, for some reason i just didnt want too, and i havent really drank since October!

-Feb. 16th My brother in-laws wife went into labor and had her beautiful lil girl. Gabriella Christine Montano, 7lbs. 9 oz. 20 1/4 inch long. perfect in every way.



-Feb.17th hubby got back in texas. We were so happy to see him.

-Feb.20th hubby got a suite at the hotel and we had a romantic night away from the world.

-Feb.21st Hubby loaded up the car and we headed back to kansas. Its so nice to be able to sleep in my own bed. My son had us laughing almost the whole ride home, he has such a personality, and it is amazing to know that i created something so amazing!

-Feb.22nd We had to take lily to the dermatologist, and they want blood work to conform what is wrong with my lily.

So that was my crazy adventure.

weekend & people can change!

So i havent posted over the weekend but i have been hello busy. So friday night my friend connie watched the kids for me so the hubby and i could go out to eat. We went to CarlosOKellys, they have amazing mexican food. When we were done we went and grabbed some blue ray movies and headed over to connies for movie night. We watched GI JOE, and then we ended up leaving her house at 1:15 am, thank god she lives right down the street!lol

Then on saturday me and the hubby went shopping and got a surround sound receiver. We were out walking around almost all day going to indoor play grounds and walking the malls, just something to do. We started heading home about 5 then hooked up all our things to the surround sound. Then i got dressed and went shopping with connie. Then we heading to a country club. The country club had a big dance floor, and live bullriding. It was pretty cool but to crowded so me and connie left and went to a irish pub.

Sunday as we all know was super bowl. wooot wooot! I threw a super bowl party at connies house. I made fried chicken, mild and spicey. We had chips and dip, a meat and cheese tray, and lots of fun! I was so excited when the saints beat the colts, only because im a southern kind of girl.lol. I just find it funny that the cowboys beat the superbowl winners acouple weeks ago.lol.

And as for today hubby is on his way to kansas city in the snow and ice. I am watching TV, and on my comp..

So for my inspirational speech today- There will always be evil around every corner, waiting for you to join, act upon, or fight back. The best thing you can do is keep walking, ignore it and move on! God does not control what we do, he made us all have free will. we make our own decisions and our own path, but he will be watching and hope you follow the right path. We all make mistakes but if we dont learn from them then what is the point of free will? Some people dont believe that someone can change so much from being such a horrible person, but i believe otherwise. I believe that if you want to change and you want to be a better person then there is steps you have to take. You cant just be a different person when you wake up but with little steps and correcting yourself you can be a different person but it will take time! There is always room for change, and always room for god.